Our conversations never make sense.

I can’t stand when people aren’t straight forward with me. If you’re annoyed or irritated by me or you don’t like being in my presence then please let me know. Don’t act like my friend because I don’t want pity. I don’t want your sympathy.

I want a reliable friend, the friend you used to be.

Jake Shimabukuro - Blue Roses Falling

aimisays:

Outfit for tomorrow’s Spoleto Festival.

Okay, definitely decided on this one.

And no tumblr, I do not want to follow my friends from facebook or twitter, thanks for the even more awesome suggestion.

mikeyavila:

I’m scared to think that you’re growing to hate me, dislike me, and resent me to the point where I don’t exist in your life anymore. I begin to grow more depressed and jealous. I begin to grow with the things I never wanted to feel and turn into something that isn’t me. I’ve grown to be more pessimistic than being a optimistic human being. I just don’t want to change and fear all of this because all of one small change. And I wish I can be open to you and talk to you with all of the words I wanted to say to you. With these personal thoughts that were always about you. I want you to hear me out cause I miss having someone on by side, listen to my complaints and deal with all these cluttered emotions in my soul. Whether if you’re here or not, I just feel your presence and some how you push away all these problems away. I just want you here with me whether if we’re both behind pixelated screens or in person.

I just want you.

　

Relaxing afternoon at Starbucks. Iced passion tea with 4 pumps of raspberry and 4 pumps of classic sweetener. Life is good.

I feel like I’ve been so out of dancing lately, especially since I’m no longer taking the additional 3 hours of ballet a week and since all we’ve been doing during classes is rehearsing for our final recital. It’d be nice to just spend sometime learning a new combination or doing some across the floors instead of everyone just ‘running through and marking’ numbers that we’ve been doing since august of last year. Everyone’s lost their motivation this year since the team decided we didn’t want to go to nationals in July anymore. 1/3 of the girls don’t even show up for rehearsals anymore because most of us don’t really take the recital seriously. It’s kind of a disappointment to not go to nationals in my last competitive season. I really want to find a place here in Charleston so I can get back into contemporary and lyrical specifically. Maybe tonight’s hip hop session with Angela Roberts will motivate me to get back into the swing of things.

veroniggaspeaks:

Let the summer begin.