May 2010
41 posts
itismutual:
and this whole ordeal makes me think of you, and your tempting promises and carefully worded structures.
if you ever meant it at all, or if you were only speaking for my sake. if you miss my voice and my inability to ever turn you away, or even my melancholy.
i miss your cruelty.
One day your gonna look back and say damn that...
(via belinadelfin)
The words I'm afraid to say,: Happy Birthday →
People keep on smiling at me, telling me “Happy Birthday”, but I don’t see the happiness at all. I just smile back and reply as kindly as I can. I can’t fool myself. This morning, I woke up at 7am and attended my Great Aunt’s burial ceremony until a bit after noon. She’s been dead for 16 days, &…
I just wanted to tell you I love you, I tried to call you yesterday around midnight but...
“I’m sitting here trying to convince myself that you’re not the one for me. But...”
– (via eletheowl)
I heard mom whispering outside my hospital door. “What happened to our lovely swan?” Dear mother, your lovely swan has become real, all her glorious white feathers have been loved off. Now that I am real my mind has detached itself from my body and I’m floating above watching my physical form slowly decay in the hospital bed. I have not spoken, eaten, or moved in the past few...
“On the contrary, the cigarette smell was bitter, nostalgic – especially the way...”
– Ever After
You once told me that not everything in life will be how I want it to be. Sometimes you have to work for things. Often, if you work hard enough, your want will come true. Why is it that I keep striving to capture your attention, keep trying to recapture your heart yet my want hasn’t come true?
“There’s a part of me that’s going to be in love with you for the rest of my...”
– Dawson’s Creek (via eletheowl)
“One of the worst feelings is to have lost the one you love and then still love...”
– (via eletheowl)
Love me when I least deserve it, because that’s...
(via eletheowl)
“I don’t believe in perfect love. But I do believe that there are people who’s...”
– Dawson’s Creek (via eletheowl)
Matt: He doesn't hate you
He probably just doesn't want you to be to attached to him since hes leaving and all you know?
I know you love him
but he loves you too and he probably just wants the best for you
Me: dont say that just to make me feel better
like seriously matt if he's just tired of me you can say it.
Matt: oh
Well he never said that he was tired of you
Me: did he say anything at all?
Matt: no
But I know jeff Aimi
The words I'm afraid to say,: STFU. →
iloveeeyoux99:
this-soniya:
Like seriously.
All because you’re in IB doesn’t give you any superiority above the rest of us. Wooo hooo, how funny I’m a traditional kid. But guess what, I take AP and Honors classes that are probably just as fucking pms-stimulating as yours.
I remember I was in the same classes as most of you…
You had some valid points in this argument but then your snap...
Aimi Nguyen is helping me with my homework.
lolwowmom:
She’s so cute teeheehee.
No homo.
<3
LIESSS
On the days in which my mind becomes lonely I can’t help but linger on one single thought, “Do you ever miss me like I miss you?” Even if just for an instant.
I’m dying to know.
I envy the teens that have parents that let them...
jeyri:
britney-lien:
christinanguy3n:
miannr:
(via mbaaaby, guerlainx3)
When I think about you I can’t help but cry and when I miss you I can’t help but cry.
All I ever seem to do is cry.
I missed you today.
iloveeeyoux99:
But why does it seem like you didn’t miss me at all?
“Love is a powerful obsession, a timeless addiction, a rhetoric motive for...”
– Solangel
I miss you.
a;fdjaslkf
are you kidding me?! are you FUCKING kidding me?! My parents decide to tell me the NIGHT BEFORE powderpuff that I’m not allowed to play?! That basically I’ve gone to every practice for NOTHING?! All because my mom didn’t realize it was football?! Seriously? It’s flag football. Seriously. SHE was the one who signed the freaking permission form. It’s not my fault you...
“The higher you build walls around your heart, the harder you fall when someone...”
– (via eletheowl)
Can you tell me whats going on right now? One minute you’re gently kissing me and the next, you won’t even pick up the phone. I miss you ridiculously and this is killing me. Last night was probably one of the worst breakdowns in a while.
I want to scream. I want to cry. I want to burst into tears. I want everything else to disappear. I want to relive every moment of it. I want to beg god for change.
Above all, I want you back by my side.
Every girl has that one guy →
fattyjacinda:
Every girl has that one guy that they’ll never get over. That one guy that makes you laugh all the time. That one guy that gives you butterflies just when someone mentions his name. That one guy that gives you a reason to smile about. That one guy who remembers all the stupid things you say & reminds you about it months from now. That one guy who has his name written all...
I forgot the way we used to talk. Sometimes, I go...
lolwowmom:
(via benwhuzhere)
Yet you can't even do this.
Despite how much I’ve given you, I’ve never asked for much from you.
Just your honesty.
“Take me or leave me I’m trying for you
But you’re to blind to see...”
– A tree grows in brooklyn
I wish you would understand how much it means to...
Scratch that. How much you mean to me.
“Sometimes, no matter how much you love someone, give someone, do for someone -...”
– (via eletheowl)
I don't know what happened.
Everything was fine again, you were beginning to open up your arms and your heart to me. Then suddenly, it’s like you’ve reverted to the first stage all over again.
Cold hearted.
“Girls do not dress for boys. They dress for themselves, and of course, each...”
– Betsey Johnson (via eletheowl)
I don’t say good morning or night because i’m not trying to be clingy or win your heart back again. I say it because i mean it. You Are the most important person to me and all I can ever hope for is your happiness. Little Things like just knowing you had a good day are all I need to be satisfied. So, goodnight.
Don't worry about my feelings, it's your happiness...
stylek:
(via peangngo)
“I know you’ll be with me in my...
"I don't really know if I want to do a long...
“I already promised Paul I’d move to Florida with him.” Didn’t you promise me that you’d never leave me? “I don’t know if I want to date again because I’m moving to Florida” Well then what were you going to do when I planned on going to college?
When it comes down to it. I don’t want to worry or stress about the future. I just want to...
I'm so confused.
I know you said to call you to talk about us tonight. But honestly, I’m scared.
