During the last session of my counseling my counselor told me my biggest problem was trusting people. I open up to people but in reality I trust no one, it’s the reason why I take on so many projects myself, not only does it preoccupy my time, distracting myself from people but it also keeps me in charge so that others aren’t able to help me out. I hate the concept of depending on anyone because the worst feeling in the world is disappointment. It’s a fear that people will let me down. My counselor has constantly pushed me towards learning to slowly trust people even whether it be with a minuscule task and I think I was beginning to do that. She felt like with the recent happenings it seemed like there was a certain person whom I could learn to trust in and so I began to follow her advice and trust that person alot more but with what happened last week, I think I was right. People are only bound to disappoint and betray you.
Trust no one.