“Move forward
and repeat after me with your heart:
“I no longer need you to fuck me as hard as I hated myself.”
Make love to me
like you know I am better
than the worst thing I ever did.”
— Buddy Wakefield, “We Were Emergencies” (via larmoyante)
(via eletheowl)
“Darling, I hate to tell you that I woke up wanting to die.
And an hour later nothing has changed. There’s a heaviness inside of me that won’t leave, and it’s dragging me back to the dark places I’ve seen before.
Sometimes my chest feels so tight I think there must be air, building up, soon there will be too much and I’ll pop, and everyone will talk about the tragic accident I became.
I woke up this morning with knots in my stomach and a heavy head, along with the feeling that it doesn’t matter that I woke at all.
I wish to go back to sleep, only this time, to stay that way.”
— (via bluebirdsonawire)
(via whatdduk)
I am the way I am because, because I never want to make people feel the way I felt these past few years.
(via hanthelion)
Tell me,
how often do you
tell someone
you love them
and then change
your mind
a couple of years
later?
Tell me,
how often do you
speak to someone
and promise them
and then
break it
without realizing it?Tell me,
how often do you
kiss yourself
good night
and think of
how empty
your heart is?Tell me,
how often?
Because you
do not love
easily
and you do not
know how
heavy words
can be.So,
tell me,
how often?
“Raise your words, not your voice. It is rain that grows flowers, not thunder.” — (via vlha)
I don’t know what’s more daunting, complete darkness or an empty silence.
“There are some people who could hear you speak a thousand words and still not understand you. And there are others who will understand without you even speaking a word.” — Yasmin Mogahed (via excrutiate)
“One of the most amazing things that can happen is finding someone who sees everything you are and won’t let you be anything less. They see the potential of you. They see endless possibilities. And through their eyes, you start to see yourself the same way. As someone who matters. As someone who can make a difference in this world.” — Susane Colasanti, So Much Closer (via gotobedtwentythree)
(Source: larmoyante, via gotobedtwentythree)